OK, so I'm in a little bit of shock. I feel like possibly my little family here has lost its 401K, I'm not sure, I have no idea what's going on, and I feel like I should really know these things. At the same time, all this Sarah Palin stuff makes me nervous. It puts me at odds with myself. Busy mom, trying to take on bigger things than just PTO gigs...on the other hand, I feel like maybe Dick Cheney had himself robo-ized and that's really him in there - maybe that's why the eyes look so weird? And she's a monster. She's like the 5th Element for the GoP, and it's so freaky and weird I feel like I ate one of those cold-eeze tablets in my brain.

But the thing that really irks me now is the democratic party, from candidate to small organizations that have my email address and phone number.

If I get one more email from them or someone relating to them I will just feel even worse. I won't do anything, what is there to do? I won't say anything to anyone who has any control over that stuff, because they don't really care about what I have to say or there'd be some way to Reply To the message. All they want is my money. It's like my stats professor who doesn't learn anyone's name in the class, doesn't make eye contact, barks the whole time through all the materially equally loud, and then ends class. 

I feel like these nickel and dimey emails wanting more and more nondeductible small contributions from me are both exhausting supporters and is causing a Kerry- Effect.  Dissappointment in our party, our candidate, and a general sadness that usually presents itself on dem's faces when contemplating which, if any, apples to buy that day at the grocery store. It's a pervasive bummer, and I wish it would stop,  We need a candidate to say something, not this ridiculous urgent nonstop panic attack, made worse by the other people emailing me in the name of Obama.  McCain is positioning himself as the candidate of less stress, which is a powerful vacuum. Thinking hurts, granted, I'll not vote for McCain as I would rather stop the insanity in America of devaluing education and interpersonal skills in the White House, but I'm just saying, people are really wanting a good night's sleep, a nice comfort of some kind.  Being reminded throughout my day in email the end is nigh unless I send $10 is not the way.

P.S. The fact that the McCain people are secretly causing an absentee ballot campaign strategically emailed to democrats is disgusting. Apparently, if you have moved, they have you on a list, and are soliciting you to actually vote in the WRONG PLACE, hence your vote is not legal and will be discounted. It's like the police brigade in Florida from last time. I'm so tired of this, it makes me want to cry.

Luckily for me there is coffee, and urgent needs of my children, and bills to pay.